Cumartesi, Ekim 11, 2008

Nedensiz bir öfkeyle uyanıp, kendimi dışarı attığım, yolda kaşlarımı çatıp ne bakıyorsun ulan diye birilerine dalma sınırında dolaştığım, biri bişey dese de patlasam diye arandığım ama sonra kös kös, öfkemi yutarak eve geri döndüğüm anlar... Öfkemi kusamadığım insanlar yerine aynada kendime kusmak, duvarlara kusmak, içime kusmak ve sonuçta bir bataklığın içinde takılı kalmak...

Böyle anların şarkısı; The Mirror:

temptation-
why won't you leave me alone?
lurking every corner, everywhere i go

self control-
don't turn your back on me now
when i need you the most

constant pressure tests my will
my will or my won't
my self control escapes from me still...

hypocrite-
how could you be so cruel
and expect my faith in return?

resistance-
is not as hard as it seems
when you close the door

i spent so long trusting in you
i trust you forgot
just when i thought i believed in you...

it's time for me to deal
becoming all too real
living in fear-
why did you lie and pretend?
this has come to an end
i'll never trust you again
it's time you made your amends
look in the mirror my friend


let's stare the problem right in the eye
it's plagued me from coast to coast
racing the clock to please everyone
all but the one who matters the most

reflections of reality
are slowly coming into view
how in the hell could you possibly forgive me?
after all the hell i put you through

it's time for me to deal
becoming all too real
living in fear-
why'd i betray my friend?
lying until the end
living life so pretend
it's time to make my amends
i'll never hurt you again

2 yorum:

ligea dedi ki...

"ben bugun senin düşmanın değilim
yine de seni öldürebilirim"
mira'ymış.

serdanka dedi ki...

Sakin olmakta yarar var zannımca. Şiddet yanlısı demeçler vererek kamuoyunu galyana getirmeyelim lütfen :))